You see I am high as a kite.
Little of the MM and the thoughts get rolling. Now mind you that I am fucked up right now. Whacked and really even not seeing quite straight. I'm actually amazed that the keys are being tapped in the right order.
(Thank God for spell check.)
But as I said I'm high. No question about that. The reason, as stupid as it might seem to you, is quite frankly I want to read this a week, or a month or even a year from now. It's that important to me that I know what ever it is I'm experiencing at this moment. The now, so to speak.
This all is an attempt to rationalize or not my substitution attempts from crack to weed. Is it all for the better? Or is it something to really re-exam. I'm not sure because in all truthfulness I'm feeling really good right now, another part of me is scared. As in chicken shit mother fucker about this whole thing.
And as a guinea pig of sorts, of my own making, I'll see how this test works out.
OK...Gimme' a break.
I'm am REALLY am high as a freakin' kite.
Wow! It's been an hour since typing in OK! Company came by and I couldn't ignore guests. But this is worth remembering.