At what cost...

I do often wonder how much the poison pumped into my viens really does cost. On one hand, there is this head strong headed creature who has put no value on her morals or appearrance.

 Her head between between some strangers legs has huge issues for me. So if also holds that if I benefit from her lack of scrupples, I too have no scrupples myself.

Prove me wrong.

Those who know me also know that is not the case. As a matter of fact though. That same sad junkie would rather suck a strangers cock than mess with mine.

That hurts even more...

The never ending excuse is that we need the money. The fact she  needs the money and whatever else is derived from those "client" appointments.

It's time we both went out own ways and looked out for our own interests. I suspect the accounts are way out of balance. The truth in that soon will show.

That shit ends tonight.

A Different Twist...

The twist is in and of itself, par for the course.

I have been messing around on other social media platforms. Instagram in particular, has been a place where expressing oneself visually has proven to be a positive outlet for myself. It has been so successful, that my anonymity has all but disappeared.

Over a period of time, a few of the photos that I did manage to snap did attract the eye of some who possessed, either by nature or training  the quality that collectors desired. Regardless, those pics did catch some eyes. This has created a situation that brings me to this point.

A local gallery owner thought enough of my"work" to approach me about showing those pictures. I did discuss how the look in those photos was achieved. He did say that I should be honest in how that look was arrived...

I fucked around with the settings, until I was was happy with the results. In a nutshell, until the photograph resembled what my eye actually saw.

Soon, probably a little bit later this week, if not today, details of this "showing" will be revealed by the gallery owner. With that said, I shall let him do his work.

At the very least, my hope is that these pictures will help to color my world for the eyes of others.