That is a positive statement.
At the moment anyway, I am not homeless. Things are far from perfect, but at least I have a roof over my head. It could be far worse and there will always be room for improvement.
The other side of the coin is if you want to dance you gotta' pay the fiddler. have I written about this already?
Lemme' check.
Well yeah, I did.
The fact is that when my money came from my regular monthly check the first thing I did was get money put away for an apartment. That took a major chunk out of it.
That was a good thing. And that how us crackheads tend to do things. Get money spent on the necessities before you buy any dope. it's the way we work. The way we roll. The way we would like things to go at any rate.
You see, if we dilly dally around and don't get money put into the necessities, we won't have any money left at all. It doesn't take long for those green backs to disappear.
So the long and short of it all this this:
I did get the apartment security deposit and first month's rent paid. I did get a few necessary items so I could start cleaning the place and keep myself comfortable. I didn't save enough to get a new bus pass and I didn't save enough to put any food into the place.
As mentioned before, Erie is a hard place to go hungry. The downside is that it is starting to get cold out there and the walks to those places are going feel longer and longer as the mercury drops.
I just have to keep remembering all the positives to Erie as I take those walks.
The good thing is that shouldn't be too hard.
Severe Addiction Linked to Vivid Dreams in Withdrawal
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Relapse dreams during recovery: What do they mean?
Science News features a fascinating look at the topic:
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